Idk

Mehh

This weekend has been very hard for me. I cried so much my eyes hurt and my mom finally made me talk to my dad just today, it was hard and very weird, at first i thought he would ignore me, or drive away in anger but he didn't. And i love my friend, after i called her though today it just made me think of my dad again and i cried, i felt very stupid afterwards. I told my mom how i was just sick of not being able to hang out with my friend lately. My mom told me her bf is on the top of her list right now, and i believe her. It just pisses me off to kno she changes plans on me for him. I miss her and it just sucks right now. Its hard to talk to my dad right now, kinda awkward, but im acting like nothing happend...and thats how hes acting, accept for the fact right after i talked to him he dumped his drink in the sink.i dont want to go to school tomorrow, i just want to go someplace where i can forget everything thats been going on. sometimes talking tpo a person isn't enough.