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Mehh

This weekend has been very hard for me. I cried so much my eyes hurt and my mom finally made me talk to my dad just today, it was hard and very weird, at first i thought he would ignore me, or drive away in anger but he didn't. And i love my friend, after i called her though today it just made me think of my dad again and i cried, i felt very stupid afterwards. I told my mom how i was just sick of not being able to hang out with my friend lately. My mom told me her bf is on the top of her list right now, and i believe her. It just pisses me off to kno she changes plans on me for him. I miss her and it just sucks right now. Its hard to talk to my dad right now, kinda awkward, but im acting like nothing happend...and thats how hes acting, accept for the fact right after i talked to him he dumped his drink in the sink.i dont want to go to school tomorrow, i just want to go someplace where i can forget everything thats been going on. sometimes talking tpo a person isn't enough.

Stuck in my head.~

Who broke the copier copier copier?
I think it was Jennifer Jennifer Jennifer.
Chill out some of my paper got jammed, some of my paper got jammed, some of my paper got jammed.


"You know that im a wreck
And you kno i can't breathe
At the edge of my seat with each words
As the months turn into years
Just kno that i will wait here for you
Cuz i prayed for a changed" Never shout Never~Hummingbird~

I'll be your romeo, you'll be my julliet.
You'll be so beautiful, so charming.
Lying dead in my room. I lost touch with my hand,
The missing link in the chain of events,
That have occured gravely throughout the years.
YOU will not die wioth me. Drop, dead, gorgeous~Love is murder~

O_O

My blogging spot is very random, there is no point to it at all i realized, then again i wouldn't want a point to it. just thought i'd mention it.....

those are pictures i took before it got cooled and nasty out btw.

Hi

Im annoyed with some people. They bug me to no end and i can't even give good reason. I can't explain my mood right now, and i have a headache, but i want to listen to music right now which only makes it worse. Im not pissed, depressed or sad or anything like that im just.....maybe im just tired and want to sleep on a bed tonight instead of the floor. this was pointless and i still feel ehhh, so blah!

How's life been?

Life is actually pretty good, except there are things i would like to think make life crappy but that is for me to know and not anyone else, for now. Everything is good, but highschool sucks wenis's and we all kno how uncomfortable that is....well in a rubbing sense. today i almost fell asleep in biology and Julio that guy in front of me that wanted to be called Julie, said something to me all excited and shiz but i didn't catch any of it and i was just sitting there looking at him. i felt stupid but all i cared about was sleep. And then theres this guy on the bus who always seems to look at me from the corner of his eyes. Not that its creepy, its just weird when i look right at him and he looks away, Im pretty sure the girl who sits in front of him is his sister, its a weird feeling i have. Yeah...i just read this whole thing and it's kinda random, oh my jesus! i lost my water today, either someone stole it or it fell out of my crappy backback pocket thingy for drinks... i was so sad, i couldn't find it and i was all NOOEZZZ! what a waste of good water. O_O

HAZAH!!! TONIGHT IS TACO NIGHT, WHERE ALL THE TACOS IN THE WORLD ARE MINE! yeah, all of them, cuz i love tacos...lol that makes me think pervertedly, like when me and my friend were talking to guys and they said they wanted their hotdogs in our tacos....lmfao what a disgusting thought when you don even know them people. xDDD

Fuunnn

Here we go~
Sometimes i get so fucking pissed at my dad, this is my story of what happened last night.
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So i was minding my own bitchass business when all a sudden my dad begins to yell at me about sending him his fucking energy pack on fucking mafia wars. So there was my dad yelling all these fucks at me and im like "dude what the fuck.?" And then my brother starts shooting death fucks up my ass while Grea says her puny "fuck what bitch?" And then my mom as always started to say her explosive diarea fucks. Which really blew the roof off. And im all like "i have a fuckin life bitch!" so my dad gets red in the face more then normal and starts yelling my fucking ass right off. and then im like fuckfuckfuckityfuckfuck? and then the house explodes with more fucks from everyone.